new outlook

So, I'm really getting going on this now... I'm looking at things differently, I'm thinking about things differently, I'm responding differently, things are just... different. I feel more faith - more trust - I realized something today or yesterday... As I've considered this planning issue, I've thought about how God is a planner and has the Plan of Happiness, etc. And, as it says in my patriarchal blessing... has a plan for me. So, I've always thought that that means I need to be a planner, because God is (and I was pretty good at it.) Well, it dawned on me that - although I had good intentions and wanted God to guide me in my planning, what I really need to do is just realize that the plan is already made. I don't need to make a new one. What I need to do and focus on - is following the plan. And the way I do that is by following the creator of The Plan... of MY plan. WOW!! that is SO liberating!! (ps I feel nervous that people will think that I'm saying this is the only good way to do things... please know that this is not what I am saying. I am learning some important things for my path... for me. Some people may actually benefit from doing MORE planning... :) So, thank you for listening to these discoveries about myself.)