trust

So, today I was gone at my kids bedtime (which I usually run every night) and my husband was home. I was about to text him and tell him that all the kids need to be in bed. But, I felt like it would be better if I didn't - if I just left it alone. Let him be Dad and let that be ok. So, I didn't. He did end up putting them to bed pretty close to when I wanted him to (yea!). But I was open to the possibility that he might not - and was ok with it - because I felt like I was following my plan (see previous post).

I also felt like I should buy myself a Single with everything - no catsup (sugar) and no cheese (probably fake). I probably needed it. It was expensive. but... I took a deep breath, closed my eyes (literally :) ) and I did it. And with the blood sugar issues I deal with... Things probably turned out better than if I hadn't (even though it probably wasn't the healthiest thing to eat) again... I was following my plan...

At the post office, I was going to leave my purse in the car - I usually do (We live in a very small town) - but I felt like I should bring it in. I did - and I ended up needing it.

At my Mom's house, I told my daughter to bring her drama stuff in with her. She asked me if I thought she'd need it, I told her I didn't know, that "it just came to me" - so, she did and she ended up needing it.

I don't worry about things as much as I used to. I'm trusting a lot more. and I really like how it feels.